I Vowed

I vowed it would be my choice

I vowed it wouldn’t be the same

I vowed I’d follow my gut

I vowed I’d open back up

Before I made their choice

I choose what looked the part

I choose what felt right

I overlooked the red flags

I overlooked the patterns

I overlooked my initial gut feeling

Oh but this time I’ve made vows to myself and I won’t turn back!

Learning to keep my very own promises.

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I Wonder….

How I would respond the day I become pregnant
If I will be Overly excited or lost in a daze
What it would be like to feel my child growing in my womb
If my husband would cry or wrap his arms around me and make me cry
If I’d have a girl or boy first
How my body would change from the moment of conception till the day of my child’s birth
What creative way I would tell those I ❤️ that a baby is on it’s way
How my features would change
Will my child’s skin be smooth like silk caressed by the dark night
When will this day will come?
Until then……
I cling to Gods promises for they are true. I say this prayer knowing He will come through!

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